Short sems.......(grandmom)

Many thing happen in this short sems......but most are bad thing so i quite hate this sems n now it was almost end d......just left ten day......just left the most headache 1 final exam.......

A lot of thing happen n i think i change cause of thing tat happen to me.......this sems i becum not that talk active.......dunno is good thing or bad thing n this sems when go class i always like day dreaming......first 2week still ok but after tat when at class i always think bout others thing......
i think the thing happen that affect me most is my grandmom past away.......she is the 1 that take care me when i was little n was the 1 tat care me most........to her i'm the best grandson........cause the incident when i was little she say i was pick back my life 1........n strange 1 is even tat time i was just bout 2 years old i still remember wat happen n how it happen n wat they say that time......
When she suffer i really hope i can do something for her.......but i just cant do anything.......bit regret last time didnt spend more time with her when she was still healthy.......think back she was quite pity.......in her life she spend all her life to take care of her children but end up her son n daughter just dun1 to take care of her......just few willing to do so......n my dad is 1 of it......so i really love my dad.......all my uncle they just cant stand when my grandmom say them but my dad will always smile to her n never scold her.......how bout me le.......haha i was just like didnt listen......n talk rubish to her just to change the topic......wakaka......
i feel tat this world is so fake......especially human........i got a feeling tat i wan to scold my uncle n aunty ......but i didnt do it cause i know if i do so just will let my grandmom even more sad.......lucky my eq still not bad.......
think back when the time i take care of her sometime quite funny also......as i say my grandmom spend all her time on her son so she didnt have friend n didnt have entertainment 1.......the only thing is watch wrestling......so i buy a lot of wwe pay per view that time almost 3 years 1 pay per view all i got buy.......then i just play n watch with her.......n when night it will like the money not enough 2.......tat time i was sleep with my grandmom in the same room then i was sleep upstair 1 bed......so everyday 3or 4am my grandmom will call me......."leong ar......i hungry d.......hungry still wan die d lo......"(ps-tat time my grandmom already eat a lot 1.....just tat she will always forget she eat already n wan eat again)then i go make milo for her.......sometime 1 night 2-3 time......so tmr morning when i go school i always fishing......
i still remember after she dead 1 month......i dream of her......n in the dream i noe tat she already dead......n when i c her i very happy......n when i walk near she just disappear but lucky when i nearer i c her again......n i ask her do u still remember me? do u know who am i?(i always ask her this be4 she dead cause tat time she start to forget thing d......n sad 1 is she forget me d.......maybe in her mind i still was a littler kid n i change a lot) after tat my eye got a lot of tears n i wake up......i really miss her.......i always do......
write until here la......next time continue write bout other thing tat happen to me......